::khay_ann::

insomnia..stop drinking coffee k-ann!

2005-12-22T12:31:00.000-08:00

it's 430am, and still, im wide awake!

random thoughts. . .

*sira phone ko, sana maayos na sya.

*cant feel the christmas season.

*waaaah, ang daming school works at wala pa akong nagagawa kahit isa!
(haaay,sana naisip ng mga prof na christmas break nga e! sana pumasok na lang kame!)

*aba,pasko na pala!

*i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

*i love watching tv programs related to medicine, i think I WANT TO BECOME A DOCTOR! whahahahahahaha!

2nd year, 2nd sem...

2005-12-06T23:40:00.000-08:00

my subjects for this sem:

orcom 104: interpersonal communication
- a very interesting subject and i really like the professor (fyi: our prof is the mother of organizational communication).

comm3: (hmm, cant remember.ahaha)
- not that toxic (as of now,huhu)

orcom107: intercultural communication
- like 104, i also like the professor and i can easily follow our lessons.

natsci5: environmental biology
- funny professor. hehehe! (un lang)

socsci2: (ugh,this has something to do with philosophers and politics. elk!)
- dahil late reg ako sa subject na to (meaning, solo flight ako sa class na to. wala akong kakilala talaga) i feel so bobo in this subject(conyo?! whahaha!)

pe2: philgames
- we only had our class once and we never met again. i really wish pumasok na ung prof para di na masayang oras ko.

*bow*

pagbabago....

2005-11-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

Sa bilis ng ikot ng mundo, kailangan makibagay at magbago ng kahit sino man para makasunod lamang sa pag-ikot nito.

Oo, lahat nagbabago: panahon, mga material na bagay at lalung-lalo na ang mga tao. Sa tao, di lang ang kanilang pisikal na anyo ang nagbabago kundi pati na rin ang kanilang mga ugali. Sa pagbabagong ito, nasa sa iyo na kung tatanggapin mo ito ng bukal sa iyong kalooban o magtatanim ka ng hinanakit sa iyong puso sapagkat hindi mo inaasahan ang pagbabagong iyong napagmamasdan.

Marameng tao ang pilit nakikisabay sa bilis ng ikot ng mundo kahit ito ay di madali at puno ng mga pagsubok. Minsan nga lang, di na nila namamalayan na nakakalimutan na nila ang nakaraan at minsan pay di nila napapansin na nakakasakit na sila ng ibang tao. Subalit huwag naten isisi lahat sa kanila, nakikibagay lang talaga sila sa mga pagbabagong nangyayari sa paligid nila.

Sa kabilang banda, kung ikaw yung tipo ng tao na pinagmamasdan lang ang paglipas ng pahahon, gumising ka na! Dahil baka mapagiwanan ka at mahirapang makasunod sa bilis ng takbo ng buhay. Ngunit kung ito ang ginusto mo, kailangan mong maging matatag at maging handa masaktan ng iba, lalung-lalo na habang pinagmamasdan mong nagbabago ang lahat sa paligid mo maliban lamang sa sarile mo.

What we are never changes
But who we are will never stop changing.
-csi-

nalulunod na ako. . .

2005-09-25T00:32:00.000-07:00

Nalulunod ako sa dami ng mga dapat kong gagawin,

Kaya nilulunod ko na lang ngayon ang sarili ko sa karagatan ng musika.

Nalulunod ako sa mga sinasabi ng iba patungkol sa akin,

Kaya nilulunod ko na lang ang sarile ko sa mga pansamantalang kasiyahan na makakapawi ng aking kapaguran.

Nalulunod ako sa mga problema na di na ako tinantanan,

Kaya nilulunod ko na lang ang sarile ko sa di pagpansin sa mga nangyayare sa aking kapaligiran.

Nalulunod ako sa mga bagay-bagay na di ko maindtindihan,

Kaya nilulunod ko ngayon ang aking sarile sa isang mundo ng panaginip at kawalan.

Nalulunod na ako.

Gusto ko na matapos ang lahat.

Sumusuko na ako? Di ko alam.

Pero ang alam ko lang, napapagod na ako.

Ikaw, masasagip mo pa ba ako?

WAKE UP khay ann!

2005-09-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

*because i forgot to set the alarm of my phone, i woke up 30 minuts later than the usual. meaning, i had to eat, take a bath and clothe myself within 15 minutes or else i would be late for my first class. fortunately, i was not late but then unfornutaley, we had a quiz again in orcom101(let us not talk about this quiz because i know that i flunked it again just like all my other quizzes. sigh)

after the quiz, we had a graded recitation about our lesson. for the first round, the graded recitation was done following our seating arrangement and for the second round, it was done randomly.

*while the discussion was going on (still a part of the graded recitation). . .

prof: in the work plan for specific communication activites, blah, blah, blah. . .

i: (staring blankly ahead,thinking of the painting of a house i saw before): haay, i really want to live in that house. its very simple and so pleasing to look at. everyting is just so peaceful and perfect and. . .

prof: khay ann, since we've described the first stage, kindly explain the analysis stage of the workplan.

i: (waking up from my day dreaming): uhm, since in the first stage, blah, blah, blah, the analysis part involves the blah, blah, blah, and the likes.

my classmates laughed.

and the likes? and the likes? what was i thinking? there are many answers to that question and i assume the prof wanted me to enumerate and explain everything but then since i was not in the proper mind setting, i gave only one explanation AND THE LIKES. ahehe!

BELOW average. . .

2005-09-06T18:40:00.000-07:00

*after orcom101, i then discovered that i forgot to print my iq test result which was needed for our psych10 class. so since we had a 1 hour and 30 minute break, i decided to answer another online iq test in a computer shop.

feeling badtrip and all because of my stupidity(forgetting my iq result at home), i answered another on line iq test with a 15minute time limit. adding to my dismay, the peolpe around me were teasing me because i was too serious and i did not laugh at their jokes. well actually, i was not really in the mood to do anything at that time and answering another iq test just made it worse.

after 15 minutes. . .

den.den.den.den. . .tadaaaaaa! the result flashed in the screen. i scored 84 and my iq was considered to be below average. haha, last saturday i also took the iq test and there, my iq was considred to be above average. weeeeiird!

so now, i concluded that iq results depend on the mood of the person taking the iq test. ahehe!

august na. . .

2005-08-15T18:46:00.000-07:00

toxic na kaagad!

haaay. . .

ang dameng papers. . .

puro tests. . .

bukas na lalabas test reuslt sa orcom101. . . yeeeee!=s

magshift kaya ako. . .bwahahahahahaha! joke!

mga globe people dyan, gentexter na ba kayo? BADLY NEEDED!

paramdam naman kayo. thanks!

yesterday...

2005-07-27T15:55:00.000-07:00

ang masasabi ko lang: LINSHAK NA BUHAY ITO!
pero bago ang lahat. . .

*gumising ako ng maaga.

*pinlano ko na mag-aral sa fx para sa quiz namen sa orcom101(major ko na 7am sharp nagsisimula)

*naghain ako ng breakfast namin.

*hinugasan ang aming pinagkainan.

*inayos ang aking kama.

*nilinis ang aking sapatos.

*naligo ng mabilis (25mins,ahehe!)

*handa na umalis ng 5:45am upang pumasok.

everything seemed PERFECT. . .

"haay,6am na wala pa ang kasabay ko. (habang nakatayo ako sa YP). after 15 mins,ayan na sya.

*wala kameng fx na masakyan! lahat na ng mura mapaenglish,tagalog, espanyol e naimura ko sa ines! siguro kung bawat mura ko eh sinusunog kaluluwa ko sa impyerno, abo na ako ngayon. INIS NA INIS AKO! malapit na kame sa BF Mcdo sa kakalakad namen at paghahanap ng FX.

*wow,7am na di pa rin kame nakaksakay, napaiyak na ako sa frustration. nagjeep na lang kame para magLRT.

kasabay ko: wag ka nga magdrama khay ann!

pasigaw kong sinagot: MAINIT ULO KO!

*pagdating sa UN, wala kameng masakyang jeep! LINSHAK talaga! kaya namen NAGLAKAD na lang kame. 8am na nun.

*dumating ako sa klase ng 8:10am, nagrecite pa ako kahit namumugto mata ko at di maipinta ang emosyon ko.

*pagkatapos ng klase ng 8:30, pinapunta lahat ng late dumating sa harap para iconfirm ung attendance nila.

prof: im sorry khay ann, but you are considered ABSENT already.

*haay,di ko alam mararamdaman ko. nakamiss ako ng isang importanteng exercise na maaring makabawi at magsalba sa bagsak kong mg quizzes, nawala na rin ang .25 na incentive na hinahabol ko if ever wala kang absent. nalugmok ako, may lalala pa kaya sa umaga ko?

*ginawa ko naman lahat ng part ko pero bakit ganun? kasalanan ko pa din daw kasi sana hinde ko na lang sya hinintay. nakakafrustrate talaga.

kung pwede lang ulitin lahat ng nangyare kahapon, di ko na hahayaan mangyare ang lahat ng un.

k-ann: SO MUCH, too little. . .

2005-07-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

*kahapon,nagmamadali kame ni sam na pumasok dahil malalate na naman kame for our 830 class.

fortunately and unfortunately, pagdating ko sa school ay wala palang class. haha,saya-saya!

dahil 1 pa ang sunod nameng klase, napaisip kame kung ano pwede nameng gawin nila nowee.

pero sa kadahilanang di mawari, uminit ang ulo ng mga tao kaya naman kame na lang ni nowee and nagsama nung umalis kame sa classroom.

*pagdating sa rh lobby, lumapit si aaron(orcom block8 student) sa amin at nag-imbeta sya na magdonate kame ng blood.

pagkatapos na ilang minuto, nakita ko na lang ang sarile ko na tinetest ung blood if ever pwede talaga ako magdonate. paglagay ng blood sample ko sa isang blue liquid, taddaaaaa! i am qualified!

after ako kuhaan ng blood, mga after 10mins ko pa naabsorb ang mga nangyare: woooooh! I JUST DONATED 250cc OF MY BLOOD!

*250cc ung amount of blood na nakuha sa akin, kalahati lang kasi underweight ako. ahehe!

*i feel so PROUD of myself that for the first time ever in my life i have done something concrete to help other people whom i am not really related to. sabe pa ng guy,probably babies daw makakagamit ng blood namen ni nowee.

*after everything, hyper pa din ako but when i got home, dun ko pa lang naramdaman na nanghihina ako kaya paghiga ko sa bed, 6 hours na ang lumipas bago ako nagising ulit. ahehe.

*but then, iba pa rin ung feeling ko na nagawa ko talagang MAGDONATE NG BLOOD. i feel so brave and happy kasi i know my blood may save a life in the near future. haaay, it really felt soooo great!

*i have SO MUCH to offer even though i may be too little for some people.*

changes...

2005-07-17T21:40:00.000-07:00

simula ng nawala si ate josie. . .

a. natuto na akong magsaing.
- ako nagsaing ng fieldtrip ko ng saturday. ahehe!

b. ako na naghahain at nag-iimis ng pinagkainan namen (imis-ligpit ng mga plato)
- eto ay kapag di nila nakikita na gumagawa ako ng paper

c. ako naghuhugas ng mga plato.
- weekends lang to

d. nagplaplancha na rin ako.
- nagsimula ako sa panyo pero hanggang t-shirt pa lang ako

e. nagvavacuum ng bahay
- date kwarto ko lang, ngayon buong bahay na. (masmadali to kesa magwalis)

f. ako kumukuha ng mga sinampay at nagsosort at nagtutupi ng mga damit
- depende to kung nasa bahay na ako

*simula ng nawala si ate josie, medyo maaga na ako pinaauwe dito sa bahay upang makagawa ng gawaing bahay.

*ang tawag sa akin ni alvin and nowee: ang huwarang anak

*at ang mga nasa itaas ay mga huwarang duties ko daw. ahehe!

*kaya chams, pagpasensyahan mo na kung nabura ko ang iyong mensahe. nagplaplancha ako nun eh. peace tayo.=)

paranoia..

2005-07-13T15:30:00.000-07:00

according to britannica.com (2005), paranioa was formerly classified as a distinct psychosis but is now generally treated as one of several varieties of schizophrenia or, in milder cases, of personality disorder. the paranoid person generally suffers from exaggerated self-reference, a tendency to construe independent events and acts as pertaining to him- or herself.

you may think this entry concerns my school work or anything, but then no. i looked for this information beacuase of a very important reason. a reason i can not understand myself.

there are so many questions bothering me right now. i really can not comprehend whats happening to us and whats happening to her.

i never imagined that this was going to happen to us. i never had the slightest idea that there will come a time that shell just lose it, that shell just break down like that.

i want to ask her what made her do all those things before, but now all i can do is watch her and pity her for what she is right now. she can not understand what we are saying as if shes deaf already. shes very paranoid that everything we do is something agianst her.

i do not know what to feel. i feel sad, scared and angry at the same time. sad because she has been with us for eighteen years now, angry because of all the things she had done to our family and scared for i do not know whats going to happen to her after she goes home, away from us.

haay, i might be angry but ive forgiven her already. i just cant believe that this is happening to her. it breaks my heart seeing her suffer from the guilt of what she had done. i know that deep inside, shes really sorry for all her wrong doings and shes really good. i really hope that shell be cured, from what shes experiencing right now and that there will be a time that ill talk to her again and thank her for everything she has done for our family.

thank you ate josie and goodbye..

life's rules...

2005-06-12T15:29:00.000-07:00

assume nothing.

expect little.

do more.

need less.

smile often.

sleep long and dream big.

laugh a lot.

pray, and once in a while, cry,

but continue fighting.

to those who greeted me last wednesday...

2005-06-12T15:20:00.000-07:00

thank you very much. . .

18 na talaga ako. . .

sino ULIT si khay ann?

2005-05-29T23:49:00.000-07:00

*isang taong masiyahin. . .

*isang taong mahilig tumawa. . .

*isang taong mahilig kumain. . .

*isang taong mahilig matulog. . .

*isang taong minsan lang magalit. . .

*isang taong maaahhhhhaaaabbbbaaaa ang pasensya. . .

*isang taong takot makasakit ng iba. . .

*isang taong marunong din MASAKTAN. . .tama, di ako manhid. . .

*isang taong NAPUPUNO din, tulad ng iba. . .

*bow*

patience?

2005-05-29T22:10:00.000-07:00

patience is a virtue. . .

really?!

i'll just keep my mouth shut. . .

hmmm. . .

2005-05-28T15:10:00.000-07:00

para sa batang makulet. . .

para sa batang hyper. . .

para sa batang tahimik kapag may guro. . .

para sa batang pasaway kapag wala namang guro. . .

para sa batang mahilig tumawa. . .

para sa batang seryoso kung mag-aral. . .

. . .happy 18th birthday! . . .

para sayo to ruth eugenio gorospe. . .

para sayo to iupac ko. . .

para sayo. . .

2005-05-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

sa puntong ito, di ko alam ang gagawin ko.

ng sinabi mo sa akin ang bagong pagsubok na hinaharap niyo, natahimik ako at walang nasabi.

di ko alam ang dapat kong maging reaksyon.

tama ka, nakakabaliw nga.

di ko alam sasabihin ko para mabawasan ang sakit na nadarama mo, wala akong mahanap na mga salita para mapawi ang mga luha sa pisngi mo.

hinde ko alam ang gagawin ko.

natatakot akong kausapin ka dahil di ko alam ang sasabihin ko, di ko alam baka nasasaktan na pala kita sa mga sinasabe ko.

ilang beses na kita naririnig na lumuha sa telepono at tuwing naririnig ko un,nasasaktan ako sapagkat wala akong magawa upang mapatahan ka, matulungan ka.

marame ng pagsubok ang dumaan sa buhay mo at ang lahat ng itoy nakayanan mo.

matapang ka. hanga ako sayo.

natanong ko date sa sarili ko, bakit sa lahat ng tao ikaw pa? ang bata mo pa para maranasan ang mga mapapait at malulupit na problema ng buhay.

hinde ko nasagot ang tanong na yan hanggang sa isang araw tinanong mo din sa akin yan. wala akong nasagot. nabigo na naman kita.

marame kang tanong sa buhay na gusto kong masagot.

gusto ko tulangan ka hanggat sa makakaya ko.

nandito lang ako para sayo.

nandito kame ng mga kaibigan mo, handang tumulong sayo.

maging matatag ka.

wag ka basta basta susuko.

isa pang pagsubok yan.

alalahanin mo lang na nandun SIYA sa itaas, pakikinggan ang lahat ng dasal mo.

at nandito kame sa likod mo para suportahan ka at maging karamay mo.

para sayo ito, kaibigan ko.

something inspirational

2005-05-12T19:28:00.000-07:00

ng mga nakaraang araw,depressed ako sa kadahilanang hindi ko maipaliwanag. mahirap. pero nakareceive ako ng message na nakatulong sa akin makapag-isip.

the message said . . .

when he was packing them in their boxes, the pencilmaker told the pencils 5 important lessons:

*everything you do will leave a mark.

*you can always correct the mistakes you make.

*what is important is inside you.

*in life you will undergo painful sharpenings which will make you a better pencil.

*and the most important is, to be the best pencil you can be, you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you.

just shoot me...

2005-05-10T11:19:00.000-07:00

i really SUCK in LIVING my LIFE!

a very loooong day

2005-05-06T22:04:00.000-07:00

nagising ako last tuesday ng 12nn.

as usual, nagbuhay garfield lang ako.

noong gabi ng araw na iyon, di ako makatulog at sa kasamaang palad, pupunta kame sa batangas the next day.

di na talaga ako nakatulog at umalis kami papunta sa batangas ng 5:00am ng wednesday.

di rin ako nakatulog sa kotse,tsk2.

dumating kame sa batangas ng 7:00am at dumeretso kame sa church para umattend ng mass para sa lolo ko. death anniversary kasi niya.

after that, pumunta kame sa cemetery para magdasal.

after namen magdasal, pumunta na kame sa bahay ng lola ko. doon kame nagbondingan at nagkulitan ng mga pinsan ko.

habang kami ay nasa gitna ng aming kulitan session, biglang pumasok ang tita ko sa kwarto at nagtanong kung gusto namen mag-outing. nashock kameng lahat pero lahat kame syempre umoo. unang balak nila, splash island the next day. ngunit marameng kumontra kasi mahal doon at tunay na mainet. may bigla na lang humirit na mag-over night swimming na lang kame sa laguna o kung saan man. lalo kameng natuwa,ngunit may problema kame nila mommy, wala kameng baon na gamet!

kaya napapunta kame sa sm batangas ng wala sa oras para bumili ng mga gamit na kakailanganin namen.

di talaga planado, masaya ito!

umalis kame sa batangas ng 6:00pm papuntang laguna.

nakarating kame ng laguna ng 7:00pm. bute na lang may nahanap kame kaagad na private pool.

bago ko naenjoy ang paglalangoy, niyaya ako ng tita ko na pumunta ng UPLB para sunduin ung pinsan ko.

at nakarating nga ako ng UPLB. ang galing,mabundok!

pagbalik namen,saka lang kame bumili ng mga makakaen.

pagdating namen sa nirent namen na private pool, gutom na gutom na ako kaya naman nauna na akong kumaen sa mga pinsan ko habang sila ay masayang nagtatampisaw sa pool.

pagkatapos ko kumaen, napagtripan akong ihagis, oo, ihagis ng pinsan ko sa pool kasama ung monoblock na inuupuan ko. todo! wala akong nagawa!

dahil over night swimming nga, di na naman ako natulog.

noong 2:00am na, nagshower na ako at nakisama naman ako sa iba kong mga pinsan na nagvivideoke. saya-saya! bangag na kameng lahat.

natapos lang ang aming kantahan noong paalis na kame.

umalis kame sa laguna ng mga 5:30am.

nakarating kame sa bahay ng 6:30am.

at sa wakes, natulog din ako.

pero di pa tapos ang mahaba kong araw, gumising din ako ng 8:30am at pumunta kila marychelle(sorry ulit at salamat).

7:30pm na ako nakauwi.

pagkakaen ng dinner, nakatulog agad ako at kaninang 11:30am na ulit ako bumangon.

~nakakapagod man ang di matulog ng dalawang araw, masay pa rin!=D
~sorry ulit chel. . .

buhay garfield...

2005-04-28T14:32:00.000-07:00

this is my daily routine:

12:00nn - the usual time i wake up (just in time to watch game ka na ba?)

1:00pm-1:30pm - the time i eat my lunch

2:00pm-4:00pm - i often read a good book or watch something interesting on TV

4:00pm-5:00pm - i sometimes play badminton with my brother or cousin

5:00pm-6:00pm - the time i take my bath

7:00pm-7:30pm - the time i eat my dinner

8:00pm-12:00mn - i resume reading or i watch a nice TV show/movie

12:00mn-3:30am - sometimes i am still on the phone or i am still reading something

4:00am - the time i usually take a nap

~note: i munch something or anything any time of the day.

this is my timetable kapag wala akong pupuntahan or walang pupunta sa bahay, in short, kapag wala akong ibang gagawin.

naiba lahat ito last monday when angge came here at 8:30am kaya 7:00am pa lang ay nagising na ako. bute na lang hinde nya tinotoo ung pagpunta nya ng 6:00am.

at long last, nagkasama-sama na ulit kame ni angge at jona. last monday na lang ulit kame nakumpleto at nagkausap-usap ng medyo mahaba. amazing nga eh, kasi almost one year ago, nandito rin silang dalawa sa bahay namen.=)

mga chams, next time ulit ha?! salamat!=)

anong meron ngayon?

2005-04-21T22:35:00.000-07:00

*naranasan mo na bang mangarap? ung tipong alam mong kaya mo yun tuparin?

*kaso ng nalaman mong medyo malabo mangyare un,di ka na nangarap pa.

*tapos biglang may mga bagay-bagay na nangyare na pabor sayo, nagkaron ka ng bagong pag-asa na matutupad mo ung pangarap mo. punong-puno ka na ng pag-asa tapos. . .

*malalaman mo na lang bigla na BIGO ka, sa kadahilanang may isang bagay na di mo kontrolado.

*ung tipong feeling mo dinaya ka talaga. pinagkaitan ka ng tadhana maging masaya.

*bakit ganun? kung sino pa ung mga nandadaya parang sila pa ung mga nagtatagumpay?

*ganun ba ka unfair ang buhay?

*bakit kapag depressed ka, parang pati ung katawan mo susmusuko din bigla?

*haay, akala ko eto lang iniisip ko. . .

what do you want to be when you grow up?

2005-04-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

*this is the most common out of the blue question asked by adults to young kids.

when i was young, i never really knew what i wanted to be. but when i was in the 3rd grade, i had this dream of becoming an astronaut. why an astronaut? because i really liked my science subject at that time, especially the lesson about the planets.

when i was in first year high school, i came to realize that becoming an astronaut was quite impossible. (actually not quite) when i was watching this military show, i realized how i much i liked airplanes. my dream suddenly changed from becoming an astronaut to becoming a pilot. at that time, i thought that becoming a pilot would be more attainable than becoming an astronaut. i was wrong.

now, i'm an incoming second year college student in UP Manila with the course BA Organizational Communication. from an aeronautical course to a communication related course? what happened? i don't know. it was just not meant to be for me to become a pilot. why? first, i was quite short for the height requirement and secondly i do not have a 20-20 vision. haaay, how unfortunate.

but until now, i still dream of becoming a pilot. even though not totally becoming one, just the chance to fly a plane once in my life would be enough.

enchanting kingdom..

2005-04-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

*yesterday, we went to enchanted kingdom and i could say na ito na ung pinakaorganize na gala sa buhay ko. (mind you,im sarcastic ah!) yes,malabo talaga tong lakad na to. nung una, hindi sure kung matutuloy, tapos hinde sure kung sino kasama, hindi sure kung paano pupunta doon at hinde sure kung paano uuwe.

*call time: 1pm sa 7/11 kabihasnan (2pm daw kasi ung opening ng ek)
angge arrived first at our meeting place and sumunod kame ni marychelle. dastine came next wearing her royal blue ek shirt and a bright orange short(di sya mawawala sa suot na to) and soon after that dumating na rin si jewel with her long curly hair.

*140pm
all of us were chatting when we realized what time it was and wala pa rin sila mina, jelet and allen(tama ba spelling?). si mina pa man din and nagsabe ng oras,tsk tsk.

*145pm
at last dumating na si mina and allen. pero wait, where's jelet? according to mina, tinakasan daw sila ni jelet sa school and unfortunately di nila nahabol. medyo nagtagal pa un diskusyonan tungkol sa paano na makakasama si jelet hanggang sa dumating sa point na sige, punta na kame sa ek kahit wala pa si jelet.

*nagcommute lang kame papuntang ek. yes, commute ulit like the last time pero masmalala ung ngayon. mula kabihasnan, nagjeep kame hanggang alabang then from there nagjeep kame hanggang sa walter mart santa rosa and lastly nagtrike kame hanggang ek. it may sound like an easy trip pero take note, mainet nung mga panahong un and traffic. dumating sa point na gusto na lang umuwe ni angge,pero bute na lang hindi nya un ipinagpatuloy.

*we arrived at enchanted kingdom at around 4pm and we were amazed dahil onti lang ung tao at walang pila. woohooo! we were able to ride rides(eh?!) ng paulit-ulit nang hinde na bumababa ulit. ex. rio grande(4x)

*biglang nagtext si jelet saying that susunod sya sa amin. dumating sya at aound 7pm and we were happy na nakumpleto rin kame sa wakas!

*we had soooooooo much fun yesterday na we kept on singing the intro of ek's theme song.
~everday, everyday, everyday the magic is here! den,den,den,den! (un lang kasi ung alam namen na lyrics eh)
hinde namen narealize na medyo napapalakas na ung boses namen pero naaliw naman ung mga staff doon eh and they wanted us to sing louder.=D

*yesterday was a very musical day, besides sa intro ng ek theme song, parate na lang may ibang kinakanta ung isa or dalawa sa amin na sasabayan naman ng lahat. some of these songs were:
1.jopay by mayonnaise
2.akap by imago
3.extra challenge theme song-walang liguan(3x) sa boracay
4.m16 by di ko alam eh,whahahaha!
5. itsy bitsy tiny winny yellow polkadot bikini by i do not know
6. wowowee theme song pati ung joke joke lang part(di ko alam eh)
7. astrocigarettes by radioactive sago project
8. ill never go far away from you(eto ba title nun?)
9. follow the leader by ewan
10. bawal jumingle sa tono ng follow the leader
11. chupeta
12. chocolate
13. broken sonnet by hale
14. and marame pang iba na di ko na maalala.

*of course, sa mga gala na ganito hinding-hinde mawawala ang mga famous lines ng bawat isa.
allen: nakita nyo ba ung buong laguna? ang galing no!
angge: casimiro pa lang tayo,uwe na kaya ako.
dastine: i feel so devastated.
jelet: spell devastated.
jewel: ang ganda ng boses naten, may bonding. hahaha,blending pala!
k-an: kaya di umuunlad ang pilipinas eh!
marychelle: ayaw ko mag-angchors away. kayo na lang. sige na.
mina: anchors away tayo!

*unang umalis sila mina and allen, andun na kasi ung sundo nila by quarter to ten. nagstay pa kame sa ek hanggang sa kulang na lang ay sipain na kame palabas. pinatayan na nga kame ng ilaw eh. paglabas namen, medyo wala pa ung ung sundo kaya nagbluetooth session muna kame ng mga pictures namen hanggang sa sasakyan nila marychelle. sa sasakyan, may mga energy pa rin kame. puro tawanan at kantahan pa nga eh. ahehe!

*sulit lahat ng pagod namen papunta doon. sulit pati ung binayad namen kasi nasakyan namen halos lahat ng paulit-ilit pa! we really enjoyed ourselves. sana maulit ulit tong ganito kahit di na sa ek, sa ibang lugar naman.=)

bakit garfield?

2005-04-11T19:26:00.000-07:00

i never really liked orange and di ko rin favorite si garfield. pero bakit garfield ung blogskin ko? it all started last november after the sem break. . .

aissa: anong ginawa nyo ng sem break?

alvin: nagbantay ako sa shop namen.

k.an: ako? hmm,kaen, tulog, computer, tsaka kaen at tulog pa. whahaha!

mykel: grabe ka! para kang si garfield. nyahahaha! kamukha mo na nga sya eh!

k.an: c'mon! date si stitch tapos ngayon naman si garfield! ano ako,monster?

aissa: uh?! wala kameng sinasabe. ahehehe!

noelle: haha,k.an nagbubuhay garfield ka!

k.an: di naman masyado.=)

*buhay garfield = kaen+tulog+more kaen+more tulog

i was born to SNOOZE!=D

greatest fear..

2005-04-09T21:15:00.000-07:00

besides sa fear ko sa mga CLOWNS, maiwan, masaktan at makasakit, i have this certain fear of words. yes,words as in mga salita.

a. madali akong masaktan ng salita. di ko alam kung bakit pero kapag nasabihan ako ng something na di kaaya-aya, kahit once lang un, paulit-ulit ko na siyang naririnig sa utak ko hanggang sa maiyak na lang ako kasi sobrang sakit na.

b. i can act and do monologues in front of many people pero i really cannot think, orginize my thoughts and put my thoughts into words at the same time. in short, di ako magaling sa extempo or anything na kailangan kong mag-isip at magsalita ng sabay.

~debate seminar scene:
facilitators: now we will have our mock debate.

k.an & boro: okie,di na tayo kasali dito.

mrs. guevarra: k.an & deanna, join them.

k.an: we're just spectators here.

mrs. guevarra: sige na, minsan lang to. just try it.

boro: ms. graduates na po kame, its okie if we will watch na lang.

k.an: we will just act and dance. un na lang po. ahehehe! intermission number na lang kame.

mrs. guevarra: no, go. join them!

others (lower batches): sige na guys. go!

k.an: ayaw ko talaga.

boro: ako din.

~during the debate itself:
the last speaker gave me the floor, it was my turn. i first read the proposition but oh no! nagshut down na talaga ung brain ko. i did not know what to say. i wanted to say something but nothing came out of my mouth. i don’t have any stage fright but at that exact moment, i began to feel so scared. i wanted to cry, but i can’t. everybody was looking at me as if i was the most stupid person in the world. i just wanted to cry right then and there but i did not. then at the last minute, two words came out of my mouth just like a word vomit.

k.an: im sorry.

then i sat down beside deanna. i saw her notebook and pen in my table, i instantly got the pen and scribbled words in her notebook. It made me feel a little better but still, i wanted to cry.

when the day was over, i did not dare look for mrs. guevarra. i was so ashamed of myself. no one bothered to talk to me about what happened and what i really felt. i was so scared. but i never had the chance to cry, until last night.

haha, yes, im a cry baby. i always cry when i have problems and si angge and marychelle ung mga unfortunate na taong nakakausap ko sa mga panahong un. whahahaha! salamat sa inyo.:D sila usually ung mga napagshasharan ko ng mga hinanakit ko sa buhay. minsan si angge sesermonan muna ako ng konti, pero at the end naiintindihan ko din kung bakit nya ginagawa un. salamat chams.:D

takot man ako sa marameng mga bagay, marame naman akong mga kaibigan na parate lang nasa tabe ko at di ako iniiwan..salamat..;)

i'm back!

2005-04-02T19:38:00.000-08:00

woooh,it has been a long time since nagpost ako dito. whahaha!=p medyo patapos na ung 2nd sem. .isang finals na lang and hopefully, di na talaga ako magremovals sa math11. i failed my last departmental test pero bute na lang passing pa rin ung standing ko ngayon.(alleluia!)

i saw two of my batchmates kanina sa evacom, i was surprised to see jewel with a very looooonng and curly hair. nashock talaga ako.=p whahahaha,amazing!;p napatanong nga ako eh, ganun ba nagagawa ng UPLB, kasi pati ung pinsan ko na guy, nagpahaba din bigla ng buhok tapos medyo wavy pa buhok nya.;p nashare ko lang..

after the math finals. . .woooooh! bakasyon na!=D makakapagbuhay garfield na ulit ako at makakagala na ako ng todo. mwhahahahahaha! pero wish ko lang may money pa ako. i need to find a way para makaearn ako ng money. haaay. anyway, mababalik na rin ung movie life ko, after so many months,whahaha! at magkakaron na ako ng SOCIAL LIFE! sabe kasi ng IBA wala daw ako nun. whahehehe!

anyway,till next time. . ciao!

uy,nabuhay ako...

2005-03-05T09:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry, khay ann is temporarily out of service. . .

toxic ako ngayon eh.=s

a very tiring week..

2005-02-20T23:01:00.000-08:00

wow,ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagblog. ahehehe. i was really busy last week kaya lnawalan na ako ng time magblog eh. anyway,eto ung mga nangyari sa akin:

*monday
~valentine's day.=) a very special and memorable day for me.=D *08*

*tuesday
~medyo pinagod lang kame ng prof namen sa PE kc ilang beses kami nagpabalik-balik ng pedro gil at padre faura.
~nagstart na rin ung practice sa sayaw namen for the culture shock sa friday.
~tinawagan ako ni mariel convincing me to run. . .akala ko takbo as in takbo talaga kaya sabe ko pagod na ako, di ko na kaya. un pala run, as in run for office. ahehehehe.

*wednesday
~muntikan ko na mapaiyak tutee ko,napagsabihan ko kasi.=p
~dance paractice kila nowee. we went there riding her car and 10 kameng lahat na nagkasya sa car niya. amazing! 6pm na kame natapos, late na ako nakarating sa bahay. bagsak ako sa kamasa pagod kaso naputol ang pagpapahinga ko kasi kinailangan ko pa gumawa ng paper ko sa comm2.

*thursday
~isa lang class ko,comm2. nagpractice lang kame the whole day.

*friday
~we had no classes pero kinailangan namen pumasok ng maaga to practice. nagperform kame sa LT ataround 430.
~woooh!nabeat namen ung sophomores and many of our professors were surprised with our performance.=D sana may plus un sa comm2. nyahahaha!

*saturday
~chel and i went to southmall to buy our gifts for fhatz.
~kahapon lang din namin binili ung mga sunuot namen.=p
~i attended fhatz debut. . .reunion din ng mga high school friends ko.=D

*first time akong tinawag na DANCER. . .ahahahaha!
*chel,salamat sa pagsama sa akin kahapon.C=0
*fhatz, happy birthday ulit. . .sarap ng food!
*haay, i miss my high school friends. . .sana magkita-kita ulit tayo.=D

bad day?! di naman masyado...

2005-02-09T23:09:00.000-08:00

where will i start?

a. may LTS kami kanina.=s

b. nacorrupt files ng fone ko, nabura lahat ng 300+ na messages, lahat ng contacts ko (unfortunately, kakabura ko lang ng contacts ko sa sim para maorganize ko na siya kaso s\di ko naman nailipat kagad sa sim ung contacts ko kaya ayun, walang natira sa akin kahit isang number),ibang pictures,mga poems na ginawa ko,mga drawing ng blockmates ko pati na rin lahat ng games sa fone ko.=(

c. hindi ako makagawa ng school works ko sa sarili kong room kasi andoon ung cousin ko. (trivia: simula ng dito siya tumira, at sa room ko siya nagsstay, nagbago na takbo ng buhay ko.)

d. nabalitaan ko sa friend ko na si sam na ung pinahiram ko sa kanyang handy monopoly boardgame ay nawala nung nanghiram sa kanya.='( may sentimental value samin un eh tsaka sa brunei pa namin binili yun tapos ganun lang. lagot ako sa kapatid ko.=s

*haaay, life. . .

*SUN na rin ako! ahehehe,nainggit na ko sa iba eh. whahaha!=D
text nyo naman ako,la akong kahit isang quote sa inbox ko eh.=c

09224618828

*pero ginagamit ko pa rin ung globe ko. ahehehe!

i'm just not in the mood..

2005-02-07T21:04:00.000-08:00

im so unproductive. . . i dont know what to do with my life. . .

"things dont always go the way you plan them" - so dont plan at all,joke

you may think im worthless. . .ugh, nageemote na naman ako. . .pero i cant do anything about it, its your opinion. . .

doll house drama. . .starring KHAY ANN. . .

wala akong future. . . i just want to fly high. . .sana airplane na lang ako. . .a nonliving thing, di nasasaktan, di nakakasakit ng iba. . .lumilipad pa. . ahahaha. . .

ang dami kong tanong. . .walang makasagot. . .bakit ganun?seryoso naman akong tao, pero people treat me as if im always joking around. . .

galit ako sa mga lamok!. . .

sana maging kid na lang ulit ako. . .walang problema. . .

the letter "X"...

2005-01-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

. . .just pisses me off. . .

argh!

today...i...

2005-01-24T20:33:00.000-08:00

i think im going to flunk my natsci4 exam.

i passed my math11 departmental test by a mere 5percent. wooooh!=D

i visited tipol to watch the cheering competition, but sadly, i was only able to see one team perform.

i spent some time with glori ann, karen and lanjae.

i was able to see some of my high school friends.

i threw rose petals from a jeepney and left its stem under its seat.

i attended our practice in our span2 play at aissas place.

i watched another spanish movie and also mallrats with noelle, aissa and alvin.

i dont know what to do!

hell week..till next week!

2005-01-19T17:08:00.000-08:00

1 week and 2 days akong hindi nakapaginternet dahil sa mga skul works..

napagtripan ako ng mga lalaking di ko kilala sa trike noong sunday..creepy..

babagsak ata ako sa first departmental exam sa math 11..

15 hrs tulog ko simula kahapon ng 5oopm hanggang 530 kaninang umaga..

akala ko mamamatay nako kanina..nabunggo yung sinasakyan kong fx sa likod ng isang ten wheeler truck sa may duty free..sa likod pa naman ako nakaupo..=s

haaay,buhay..

life..

2005-01-04T23:04:00.000-08:00

life is short
so dont waste any time.
life is like a diamond
but it is not mined.

i did not go to school today. for some unknown reason, ive been sick since new years eve. i had colds then, an on and off fever and now dry cough thats torturing me every now and then.

haay, my year did not start right.

i was only pertaining to MY year when i heard the depressing news from my mum. sadly, my lolo simon (the brother of my lola) died this morning because of heart attack. my mum told me he was still okay when she left him yesterday and now we’re all shocked by the news.

before, i was kidding around with someone about my motto this year. every time she asks me to give her sensible and concrete reasons for some of her questions, i would always answer her: life is short. i did not think about it with seriousness at that time but now i know the gravity of what i was really saying.

lessons learned:
life is really short.
do everything with the utmost of your abilities and do it as if it would be your last.

my 2004...

2005-01-01T13:30:00.000-08:00

*january
~ i though everything was so perfect
~ we started to wear our heels at school.
~ ACET results were released, I passed!

*february
~ i joined the science congress in bocaue,bulacan
~ i joined our last bappsa choral recitation competition and we were the CHAMPION!
~ UPCAT results were released, I PASSED!
~ founding of the kokokrunch family.

*march
~ we had our graduation, my least awaited day.

*april
~ i attended the debate seminar. (i was physically present but mentally absent those days.)

*may
~ i took care of my college papers and prepared for my first semester.

*june
~ i did not celebrate my birthday for some reason.
~ the start of our first semester.
~ i started to have new friends.

*july
~ i experienced a very heart breaking incident.
~ i became sick for 5 straight days and i nearly got hospitalized.
~ jona and i started to train the freshmen for the spcp sabayang pagbigkas

*august
~ we continued to train the freshmen.
~ month of chaos and confusion.

*september
~ the sabayang pagbigkas competition took place and we won 2nd place!
~ month when i felt that i was a nothing in this world, like i was a floating nothing too numb to feel so many mixed emotions.

*october
~ i felt that i was a somebody again.C=0
~ woooh! my first ever sembreak!

*november
~ halloween reunion with my cousins
~ start of our 2nd semester

*december
~ i attended some parties and started to go home LATE.
~ i got lost in bacoor, cavite. hhahaha!
~ another christmas reunion with my cousins.

** i now say goodbye to 2004. ill treasure all the memories i had: all the smiles, the laughter, the tears, my success, my failures, my mistakes, and all the pain i experienced. each and every event that occured is a special something to me that will forever be engraved in my heart.

*happy new year to everyone!* C=0

i'm just not in the mood..

2004-12-27T18:55:00.000-08:00

kkahatid ko pa lang kay angge palabas. (salamat sa pagpunta. may natutunan akong bago sayo!=p) eto na, nafeel ko na ang pagkawala ko sa mood. Sa tunay na buhay, dapat may dalawang lakad ako ngayon. una, reunion ng kkf tapos debut ni Noelle sa makati. Come on, kahit isa dun sa dalawa wala akong napuntahan.

yung reunion ng kkf, di natuloy dahil sa mga bagay-bagay na wala na sa control namin.

yung sa debut ni noelle, matagal ko ng ipinaalam at napayagan na rin ako kaso kanina biglang nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin. nagbago isip ng mga magulang ko dahil magcocommute lang pauwe. haaay.

*im 17 years old.
*i know how to handle myself.
*ive never attended a debut, EVER. (this was supposed to be the first time.)
*because of this, i think no one would attend my debut party. (f ever i would have one.)
*i feel so. . .corny!
*gusto ko ng twister fries . . .!

christmas eve...

2004-12-24T23:49:00.000-08:00

*the simpsons (yesterday)

Bart: come on guys, christmas is not all about the gifts.

it is all about the birth of SANTA!

*Questions bothering me right now:

1.) why cant I feel the spirit of Christmas?
a. is it because of the environment?
b. or am I just getting older..
2.) why don’t we have any Christmas tree?
3.) what is with the plain tops and brooches?

*you know what I got for Christmas..
~ a big bump on my forehead. hahahahahaha!

*Merry Christmas!

ano nga ba talaga ang "chubibo"?

2004-12-22T13:43:00.000-08:00

noong lunes ay nanggaling kami sa enchanted kingdom kung saan kami ay nagkasiyahan sa pagsakay sa mga rides doon. ggunit noong bandang gabi na, kami ay nabagabag sa isang katanungang hindi naming masagut-sagot. ano ba ang chubibo?

ayun kay:

kuyang wheel of fate: baka ung up up and away.

golda: yun ba ung karusel?

jiji: baka ung wheel of fate ( firris wheel daw,sabi ni jiji ng una. ahehehehe )

kuya mike: diba yun ung hotdog? chubibo hotdog? whahahahaha!

kuya mark also known as kuya chubibo: basta, mabagal na sasakyan yan.

natapos ang gabi, umaga na kami nkauwe pero hindi pa rin naming nasagot ang katanungan na bumabagabag sa aming isipan. Pag-uwi ko kahapon, tinanong ko kagad sa aking ama kung ano ba talaga ang chubibo, at sabi nya: baka katulad yun ng ride na octopus o caterpillar.

wala pa ring kasiguraduhan kung ano talaga ang sagot kaya sana isang araw, magising na lang kami na nakahain na sa aming harapan ang tunay na sagot sa tanong namin na: ano nga ba talaga ang chubibo?

just plain stupidity...

2004-12-17T22:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday: December 16, 2004

1st destination: UP Manila
**para lang kuhain yung comm2 paper ko tsaka imeet si aissa kasi sabay kaming pupunta sa up diliman.

2nd destination: UP Diliman
**nakarating kami sa up diliman by riding the lrt and mrt until quezon avenue. from there, we rode a jeepney hanggang sa loob ng up. naglakad na lang kami hanggang sa harap ng palma hall kasi doon daw mangyayari yung action. ahehehehehe!=p we met up with mykel dahil. . . wala lang. kinuaha lang niya samin papers niya. we watched the lantern parade tapos narealize namin ni lara na mahirap talaga kapag pinagkakaitan ng tadhana pagdating sa tangkad. ahehehehe.=p

3rd destination: Ayala, Makati.
**to go home, i decided to take the mrt hanggang makati para sumakay na lang ako ng shuttle hanggang sucat. medyo nawala kami ni lara sa paghahanap ng station pero after 20mins of walking ay nakita na rin namin.

4th destination: Sucat, Paranaque(dapat) pero i ended up in. . . Bacoor, Cavite!
**from makati, i rode a shuttle, which was supposed to bring me back to sucat. pero dahil nagkamali ng tawag yung conductor sa stataion, mali ang nasakyan kong shuttle.
k-an: (thinking) bakit dito kami sa likod ng coastal mall dumadaan?
k-an: uhm, manong. . .diba papuntang sucat po 'to?
manong driver: ay, iha. . .IMUS 'to.
**when i heard the word imus, gumuho talaga mundo ko! okie lang siguro kung sa las pinas kasi medyo alam ko pa yun. pero imus,cavite?! grabe, nangingiyak-ngiyak na ako. wala akong alam sa lugar na yun. gusto ko na talagang bumaba, pero hi-way un kaya sabe ng ibang mga pasahero (na tulog ng una kaso nagising dahil sakin.hehe) sa sm bacoor na lang ako bumaba para madali hanapin ng parents ko ung place.
**i texted my mum and dad. walang nagrereply. quarter to ten na, nasa goldilocks pa rn ako sa sm bacoor. bute na lang, may sumundo saken. isang taong di ko aakalain na pupunta pa ng sm bacoor ng ganong oras. kahit alam nyang bibingo sha ng tunay. bilib ako sa kanya! ahehehehe.
**pagdating ko sa bahay, pinagtawanan lang ako ng dad ko. medyo napagsabihan ng mum ko pero kinampihan naman ako ng dad ko. whahahaha!

-sabi nila, adventure daw un. pero para sakin. it was all my fault. it was just plain STUPIDITY. whahahaha!=D

*chel - soooobrang salamat.C=

*LESSONS LEARNED:
1. before sumakay ng shuttle, ask the passengers kung papunta talaga saan ung ride.
2. don't trust the conductors.

*******hahaha,saya!. first time ko makapunta ng 4 different cities in just one day. take note: nagcommute lang ako.

bad day?!

2004-12-16T10:25:00.000-08:00

i really don't know. aha! probably i just woke up at the wrong side of my bed. haay..

i'm. . .

bothered,

unwell,

and again, B O T H E R E D.

just dropping by to say...i'm still alive!

2004-12-09T15:30:00.000-08:00

wooh! at last, after 10 years nakapagpost na ulit ako. ahahahaha!=p wala lang,i can't stay long kasi nasa internet cafe lang ako. you know, researching and doing school works. ahahahaha!=D haay, every minute counts.=p cge,ciao!

no classes...again!

2004-12-02T13:42:00.000-08:00

since the dawn of this semester, it has always been a coincidence that most of the mondays and thursdays were announced as holidays or were suspended because of reasons like strikes of public vehicles and typhoons. we have only met our monday and thursday subjects: math11, natsci4 and comm2 twice or thrice this second semester that is why i am afraid that we will have make-up classes on saturdays for the lessons and lectures we missed. aaawww, and that will be a very sad thing for me.

today, i just to plan to be a bum in this house and be like garfield for the rest of the day. hahahah!=p

*haaay, i miss her na..=c

mind your own business..

2004-11-29T23:35:00.000-08:00

because i'm minding my own! you don't have the right to judge me because first of all, WE ARE NOT EVEN CLOSE.come on,we live in different worlds and still you say things about me as if we were very close. never in my life did i say anything against the two of you,so get off my case!

*argh! i just want to share what i feel. i really hate people who judge others as if they were perfect. hello?! are you god?! YOU ARE NOT GODS, SO LEAVE ME ALONE!

ano ba talaga?

2004-11-28T01:16:00.000-08:00

noong unang araw ko sa st. paul, ang naalala kong unang tinanong sa akin ni Ms. Arreza *first year adviser ko* pagkatapos kong ipakilala ang aking sarili ay: is your name with a *k* or *ch*? para sa akin, normal lang ang tanong na ito sa pangalan kong kristine. pero di nagtagal, pagkatapos na isang taon sa high school ay napagod na sila sa pagbanggit ng pangalan kong mahaba *mahaba na ba un? basta,tinamad na sila akong tawagin na kristine.=p* at tinawag na nila ako sa nick name ko. dito na nagsimula ang paiba-ibang spelling ng palayaw ko.whahaha!=p eto ang iba sa kanila:

a. khay ann ~ eto ang tunay na spelling..

b. k-ann ~ short-cut ng tunay na spelling..

c. kei-ann ~ c chai nagpauso nito noong second year pa kami..

d. k.an/k_an/k-an ~ madalas na pangalan ko sa phonebook ng mga tao, nakakatamad daw kasi pagbinuo pa..

e. khay anne/k-anne ~ pauso ko noong second year sa sikretong kadahilanan.=p

f. kay anne/kay ann ~ karaniwang inaakalang spelling ng aking pangalan..

g. khaye ahnne ~ ginamit namen sa nstp name tag. gusto kasi namin asarin yung moderator kaya lahat ng name namin ay nilagyan namen ng *h* at pinahaba..

h. qhuei ahn ~ dapat na gagamitin na url nitong blog ko as suggested by angge..whahaha!=p

~iba-iba man ng spelling at iba-iba man ng mga simbolong gingamit, nag-iisa lamang ako, nag-iisa lang akong k-ann na kaibigan ninyo! nyak,bangag na naman ako..=p

...iris...

2004-11-27T22:45:00.000-08:00

and i don't want the world to see me

cause i don't think that they'd understand

when everything's made to be broken

i just want you to know who i am

hmm,realizations...

2004-11-21T18:57:00.000-08:00

i know some of these lines are clichés, but these are just some of the lessons I have learned based on my own experiences this year. whahahaha!

1. everything happens for a reason.

2. some questions are better left unanswered.

3. grab every opportunity that comes your way.

4. life is unfair and it is just up to you how you will handle it.

5. too much of everything is not good.

6. learn to share what you really feel. it is hard to just keep it for yourself because you might regret it in the future.

7. prevention is better that cure. *applicable yan di lang sa pagkakaroon ng sakit.*

8. smile. this may seem awkward to do when you are not in a good mood but then it really helps you to move on with your day.

you may know may name...

2004-11-17T15:09:00.000-08:00

...but you don't know who i really am.

buhay estudyante...

2004-11-16T17:55:00.000-08:00

today is the start of the second week of the second semester and i'm still in denial that there’s classes already. Masyado kasi akong naaliw sa pagbubuhay garfield ko eh. whahahaha!=p As usual, gumising ako ng medyo maaga, namroblema kung anong isusuot, nakatulog sa fx at, nakipaglaro kay kamatayan sa pagsakay ng jeep sa taft. *nag-iingat ako pero sadyang magnet ata ako sa mga sasakyan. whahaha!=p*

we only had our Span2 and PE today and laking gulat ko na iniba na pala PE namen. From tae-chi to pencak silat/penjak silat. *whatever!* halos lahat kami sa class first time narinig yung words na yun and sabi ni prof dadz na it’s a form of martial art pla. ahahaha! good luck na lang samen.

after classes, pumunta ako ng makati kasama ng mga groupmates ko sa socsci1 for our group assignment. we went there para mag-observe ng mga tao for 45mins. we just gathered some data and took some pictures for proof and after that dumaan lang kami ng glorietta to buy some snacks and then umuwe na rin ako. amazing nga eh, nakapagcommute ako mag-isa. whahaha!=p

..ayun, eto lang nman nangyare saken today, tiring pero masaya.

*kainis! may pasok kame tomorrow! hmph!=s

girl ka pa man din...

2004-11-15T18:05:00.000-08:00

*hindi ka marunong magluto.
~hirit ko: may instant foods naman eh tsaka pwede naman kumaen sa labas.

*hindi ka nagsskirt.
~hirit ko: nagsskirt kaya ako. hindi naman kami nakapants dati sa St. Paul ah.=p

*parate kang short hair.
~hirit ko: mainit eh!

*ayaw mo ng pink.
~hirit ko: cute kaya ang blue! kanya-kanyang trip lang yan!=D

*late ka na umuuwe.
~hirit ko: late na ba un?

*hindi ka marunong magmake-up.
~hirit ko: kailangan ba talagang matutong mag ganun?! whahaha!

*puro boys kalaro mo nung bata ka.
~hirit ko: puro boys anak ng officemates ng dad ko eh. kaya no choice ako!=p

some things about me...

2004-11-15T17:54:00.000-08:00

Soy Kristine Ann Zara Aliento. Tengo diecisiete anios. Mis amigos y parientes me llaman Khay Ann. Vivo en Sucat, Parañaque. Somos cuatro en la familia. Tengo un hermano y su nombre es Patrick. Mi hermano y yo somos estudiantes. Estudio communicaccion en la Universidad de Filipinas en Manila. Quiero el color azul y el numero ocho. Estoy siempre animada y optimista. Quiero comer patatas fritas, bocadillos y helados. Quiero escuchar un radio y leer los libros. Quiero ver las peliculas en el cine con mis amigas. Toco la guitarra y canto unas cancions. Hablo filipino, ingles y español.

*mwahehehe! binalikan ko lang Span1 skills ko. whahahaha!=D

ui,maga akong nagising!=D

2004-10-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

hmm,first post ko!=D ahahahaha!=p

sa araw na ito,saglit kong iniwas ang sarili kong magbuhay garfield.=p *buhay garfield = tulog+kaen+pakikinig ng radyo+panonood ng tv+pagbabasa+pagtetext+tulog+kaen.=p* i woke up early kasi angge and i planned to get our class cards na. usapan nmen 9am,kaso yung isa naming kasama eh tila napahimbing ata ng tulog. ahahahaha,peace tau!=p

pagdating sa skul, una naming kinuha ang aming class cards s PE. nagulat ako s grade ko! no comment n nga lng,obvious kasi na medyo namersonal yung prof. haay,bhala sha!=p twa na lang ako.=D then,pumunta n kme s cas,tapos naalala ko bigla na wala pa lang ID ung isa naming kasama kaya pinahiram ko na lng sa kanya yung form 5 ko.*kulet ng skul namen nu?! kahit ata laking national card lang eh pwde kang mkapasok. ahahahaha!=p* una kng kinuha yung class card ko sa math 1. natuwa pa nga ako sa grade ko kasi masmataas pa siya doon sa ineexpect ko.=D whahahaha!=p tapos knuha ko na rin yung iba kong class cards *span1 & nstp* and contented naman ako sa mga nakuha ko. unfortunately,di ko nakuha yung sa comm1 ko and kinakabahan na ako kasi baka wala akong grade.=s

anyway,pagkatapos naming kuhain ang mga class cards namin,kumain muna kami sa mcdo kasi lahat kami ay walang barya pauwi.=p di kami kagad umuwi ni angge kasi naisip namin na pumunta sa bahay ng kasama namin upang mambulabog. whahahaha!=p kaya pauwi,sa halip na s fx kme sumakay ay napasabak kme ni angge sa pagsakay ng bus. ahehehehe!;p ayus lng, masaya namen kaso may nalaman akong malungkot na balita sa isa sa dalawa kong kasama. nalungkot ako.=c di ko alam kung paano ko siya matutulungan sa problem niya na shinare niya samin. haaay,i felt so helpless.=s hmm,i hope my prayer can help you. basta,dito lang ako parate.c=

and then,dumaan kami sa yellow cab sa may rfc kasi ung kasama namin ni angge eh di pa raw nakakapunta doon ever. tapos ayun,pumunta na kami sa bahay nila at nambulabog lang kme ni angge.

hmm,all in all..masaya ang day ko.=D walang words na makadescribe*hiyeees!;p*..aheheheh..=p cge,eto lang for today. di ko na alam ulit kung kelan masusundan 'tong post kong 'to.=p

*chel*-salamat.=D
*chams*-hmm,sa fone na lng..ahehehehe.=p